Putting those thoughts in writing is difficult and when I read it I feel guilty. I can’t believe I said, “My heart isn’t in it”. Oh, this is so hard! Gosh, I have a slew of thoughts circling inside my head… thoughts that shouldn’t be said.
Archive for September, 2007
Guilt
Posted in Feelings on SeptemberWed, 19 Sep 2007 04:42:32 +00004219am07, thUTCp30UTC09bUTCWed, 19 Sep 2007 04:42:32 +0000 8, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Disconnected
Posted in Betrayal on SeptemberSat, 08 Sep 2007 03:21:47 +00002108am07, thUTCp30UTC09bUTCSat, 08 Sep 2007 03:21:47 +0000 8, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Honestly, I never thought I’d be sitting here hashing it out in my mind…. It’s like running a marathon with blinders on. You’ve trained for months, years wanting to PR but coming up short time and time again. Callused from endless miles it’s hard to see the forest for the trees. I want to forgive! I [...]
